<span class="">February 2, is a day like any other, but this was the day I chose to suspend my activities here. Actually in recent weeks I've been thinking and thinking a lot what my decision, which was not easy, but when you have to make decisions to carry them out at some point.
Reasons? is the more complicated to explain, because no one can see things the same way as another person, one can get an idea, but always far away, no matter how "close" are the friendships. I have no problems expressing myself freely of because of my actions, because the truth is a reality that is often a bitter pill that no one wants to try, but I test it often, so I am no more "sensitive" than people can not do.
Well, then, the reasons are several:
"Motivation and Inspiration "
I remember when I came here it was with a purpose : Make 3d sonic fanarts , initially started with " Cosmo the seedrian " because she was one of my favorite characters in the series Sonic X. Gradually I got to know the sonic games until their comics , so I had a lot of motivation to do many things at the time, and when I discovered this community and the artists who had at that time, I decided to join and create my own catalog work , if you can say. After the time comes to create my characters , and give some life to biographies and other details, which evolved over time.
But over time , things are diluted , so my motivation , the reason is not clear, but gradually diminished to almost touch the bottom , today I have no more that motivation , there is nothing that inspires me more sonic and culture is more , sonic and his fans are already more than trash before you could say about it, the fault lies with his new fans , which mix with the blue hedgehog's universe many stupid things , and I do not share all that circus of stupidity.
" Supporters empty and absent friends "
This paragraph may be that more than one will leave a bitter taste on the tongue, but that's how I see it. My fans , those who follow me , they are just simple icons on a cold list can prove anything . Why? because in my humble opinion , I do not see that same enthusiasm that years ago flourished in my gallery , I remember when I was up some new artwork quickly and people told him that he liked , that made me feel proud and even a little cocky , but not worse. Now few of us have time to appreciate my work, think and say what the world wanted , or I denied everything they wanted : More crap, less quality , more stupid pointless least somewhat focused and rich. Who is without sin cast the first stone.
Friends, that's a nice topic to talk about , because there are millions of ways of friendship, I am one of those , I can not judge others for being what it is, but I can judge myself , though. The people I choose to see , have interesting things that I like , not only their artistic quality , but also his person, several friends add them for that reason : they are good people with whom you have a good time to talk. Others are the opposite : they are artists, but not friends. I can claim the times I was there to have a conversation, to give my support and maybe my review if needed , but they proved to be the friends they claim to be, I not only consider the other person in a friendly relationship , but also to myself, because the friendship is based on the bond between two people, per se.
There can always be a but, but that's a difficult question to address , how to be honest if it means sending to hell the other? because more than one would have deserved , everyone knows what it does or not good or bad thing. But do not miss the person who cares about that , I recognize that, but that person or someone who does not give a damn about the situation and realizes that flat shit , and that bothers me more than his own absence. And yet I wonder myself why I waste my time and patience with this person? no questions unanswered , that's true . But people are what they are , one can not expect to change them, because if you were honest as I can be, serious hated by everyone , and yet I 'm alone, it is ironic , but that's the reality of my person, because honest, clear that sometimes I must moderarme myself to not be the villain of the film or the victimizer.
" responsibilities "
That's a hard and heavy word , I admit, I am a student of agricultural engineering , a career that promises much, but it is also difficult , and in recent years I get stuck in my studies , and that led me to depressive sludge many times, now with this new year I want to take this responsibility and get my engineering degree , but that is possible within three years , so here I have to be very patient and study hard , no matter how long it takes achieve this, it will achieve ! I lost a long time and this site did not help in back, is now a burden that I must set aside in order to move forward in my life, because I still can not organize my leisure time and study, and that galls me there .
Will I return?
First I have to clarify : I'm not closing my account, it will be open, but there will be not more new artwork in this gallery, and probably nobody cares or ever knowing why things are here rotting , lifeless, the people do not appreciate my art as before, what good is "follow" someone if I disable every option on the list of friendship? Little wonder, then , rather explains why many things, but people will always tend to ignore or give an explanation they consider logical and reasonable , I think that if you follow someone because you like it and are interested , and have to give some value to it, because after can not complain about what I say or not that person , I have lived , is like that , so my friends does not exceed a dozen, because " follow" and be "friends" are two different things , one can not expect anything to " erase" what you want or do not see the other , do not be fooled .
Remember : Whenever you want to talk to me , do it ! i answer notes and comments.
When one makes decisions have to carry them out at some point.
Mood: Daily Needs